got bored and drew some huntlow art

that moment when you pick off a bit of your lip bc its chapped and then it starts bleeding which you are used to but it bleeds a lot more than normal and its been bleeding for like 5 minutes and you’ve probably lost an alarming amount of blood but YIPPEE THE BLEEDING STOPPED but now your arms look like this from trying to stop the bleeding

anyway that was me 5 minutes ago

it feels like my whole day has only been 10 minutes long but its actually been 11 hours and i still havent even worked up the motivation to get out of bed

or eat

or drink

or do anything really

the depression is just hitting hard today ig

spamton using a borzoi as a weapon

i have two moods:

i physically cannot have any social interaction right now i am way too tired

or

PLEASE I AM DESPERATE FOR SOCIAL INTERACTION SOMEONE TALK TO ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WAAAAAAAAAA

there is no in-between

i have two moods:

all the lights in the house need to be on. i need light. i am a moth

or

TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS IN THE HOUSE I CANNOT LOOK AT LIGHT RIGHT NOW OR I WILL LITERALLY DIE

there is no in-between

for some reason when im sad people think they shouldn’t talk to me at all but you’re actually supposed to talk to me excessively so i’m distracted from the big sad. cuz if im not distracted then im alone with my thoughts and the self-hatred and depression just gets worse and worse until i explode

HOLY CRAP YOU GUYS LIKE ME THIS MUCH?!!??!?!?!?!!?????? WHAT THE FU-

i think i am actually genuinely not okay because i did not sleep last night, meaning i have not slept in over 24 hours, and somehow im still not tired, and my anxiety is through the roof right now, and i have a stomachache, my eyes hurt so bad that it hurts looking at my phone screen even though it’s on the lowest brightness and i’m in complete darkness, my leg hurts for some reason, and i’m also crying so hard i physically cannot breathe through my nose anymore